Being deceived and lied to really hurts when it comes from someone you trusted. Seeing an longtime friend turn into a meth addict and engaging in other risky behavior made me so sad and angry. I wanted to save this person from the path of destruction but of course that is never how things work out. When I realized I couldn't "save" her I went ballistic and screamed at her when I recogized the need to get away from anyone who can do that to themselves.
She's involved in larceny, forgery, and is most likely engaging in sex for drugs. The lies - my God. It hurts to know someone who possesses such wonderful qualities can flush herself when there are so many other options.
I am one of those people who tend to feel too much, and I have definitely let this person's downfall bother me way too much. I don't have many friends, and she and I had been close since '99. I am trying to totally avoid people and situations that may be into drugs. I have been there and done that and I do not want to go down that road again. I haven't spoken to her - she won't talk to me- since June 2 and I keep expecting to hear of her arrest or death. I pray that she can get out of this mess she's in. But she doesn't care for anything but getting high.
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I'm really sorry for having to read this kind of blog for you... It sucks when good people make such horrible mistakes, and there is nothing you can do to help them. Thing is they have to learn the hard way, and when they are ready to get help hopefully they do. But usually if they are not ready, they won't. Horrible cycle's of life. Hang in there, hopefully your friend comes around!!
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