Today was interesting. I started out not wanting to get out of bed and even though I didn't get up until much later than usual I still made it to the job on time. My last day is tomorrow and I plan to be very polite and gracious for my exit interview. I never want to deal so closely with bureaucracy again!
I went to a "sangha" tonight and meditated with a group of about 20. The discussion afterward proved to be very stimulating and I learned of an ayurvedic practice called "oil pulling" in which more info can be found at oilpulling.org.
This challenging life experience that I am going through is helping me grow, as painful as it is I am finding little glimpses of hope in my surroundings and also internally. God is always available, and community is very important in this process.
I have isolated from community and this isolation has intensified my feelings of hurt and frustration. Forgiving is key to moving forward.
I am moving forward with a smile! Even when I hurt...
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OMG!! I feel this way soo much too... I really TRY and think of the people who have it worse than I do. Like my sister who has a son that was diagnosed with Muscular Dystrophy, the same kind that pretty much killed my brother. Then things don't look so bad, and also smileing is really suppose to help you feel better too... Anyways, I hope this helps!! I am new to blogging too, and if you would like to follow me please do. I will have happy and sad times on there, just my life :) Keep your head up, it'll be alright!!
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